Now, let’s be real with each other. I miss college. I graduated in 2024. I also graduated in 2023. Yes, twice. Bachelor’s and Master’s. I slayed. I also will say I graduated from softball. It was time to hang the cleats. Sometimes, I forget I played softball. I know it is a crazy statement but it feels so long ago. 17 years of playing the best sport ever. So many memories. Accomplishments. Accolades. Friends. Drama. Wild experiences. Trust me I have many softball stories but that is for another time. Let’s focus on now. I sound like my mother, when she tells me to try and be here now. Be in the moment. Be PRESENT. Anyways getting side tracked. Back in college, I had a schedule, routine, saw my friends everyday, went out every weekend, yea. It was a time to be alive. But now, I am an adult. Now, I have to go to the doctors by myself. Make doctor’s appointments myself. I have to learn how to do TAXES. I don’t know how to pump my own gas. Like c’mon now I’m from Jersey, we don’t pump our own gas. Like how do I change a tire? Writing bills? How do I know when to pay a bill? How do I set up insurance? Like, what. Was I expected to know all of this coming out of college????? Because I was too busy learning about math, religion, psychology, and communications. Where is the life class? Or “ How to be an adult 101.” or maybe “ How to live on your own.” I guess I’m just clueless and will be figuring it on my own. With the help of AI and my parents. Let’s be real, I still ask my mom to come to the doctor’s with me.